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by rpskorpian7 (rpskorpian7)
at October 18th, 2005 (02:26 am)
lonely

current mood: lonely
current song: New Zealand Symphony Orchestra

Hi.

I am a student and the kind of person who screams on the inside and smiles on the outside. I hope that when i feel the need to vent, i can do it here and people can actually hear me. I have been told that any advice is good advice, even if you decide not to take it, and that is why i have joined. So...hi.

-R. :)

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by gabriels_mom (gabriels_mom)
at September 3rd, 2005 (04:20 pm)

I have a question for all the moms out there who have more than one child. My son will be a year old this month and we are debating on whether we should start trying for another child in the upcoming month or wait a lil longer. My question is to those of you who have children, what do you think the best spacing between children is. Do you like or dont like the spacing between your children and why?

All comments are appreciated. Thanks!!

Tough As Nails [userpic]
by Tough As Nails (chaosofdesirex)
at August 21st, 2005 (01:14 am)

i just need to vent ...

gabriels_mom [userpic]
by gabriels_mom (gabriels_mom)
at July 28th, 2005 (05:52 pm)
anxious

current mood: anxious

Just checking in to see how everyone is doing! Well I hope! Anyone care to talk, plz feel free to drop me a line!

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by darklyartistic (darklyartistic)
at July 24th, 2005 (12:23 am)

I'm new. Before I let myself explode like some sort of secret governement device, please allow me to introduce myself to all of you.

My name is Veda, and I am 16 summers old. I live in a small town right outside of Pittsburg, PA. I moved here near the end of last August. I now have my first job, new friends, and a whole new environment. I also have a better outlook of things. My lifetime hobby is art, and I soon hope to take up a career in art. I'm not yet sure which part of this field I'd like to make a living with. I use to, and will soon again, sell my art (drawings, paintings) online. I have an account on an art hosting website where I show a majority of everything I think up. Music also plays a huge role in my life. Without it, I wouldn't be who I am today, whether that be good or bad.

I joined this community because I've been dealing with a large amount of mental and emotional pain that I can't really explain, nor find the source of.

Before I moved here, I was a 2-year participant in severely restricting myself of food. I had an eating disorder. I also suffered from an enormous amount of depression, due to my low standards, and low self esteem. I was confused. I really didn't know where to turn. I began harming myself, both mentally and physically. I thought it eased my real pain. Until it became an addiction, like a drug.

So after we moved to PA, it all began to come together. I was happy. I had friends that I talked to everyday. I had a good time with school. I stopped worrying about myself, and my imperfections. This life seemed to accept me a little better than my last. I went through a couple boyfriends, as any highschooler. I finally got my first job at McDonald's, and met some new friends there. Now, school's out, I'm still working. And everything's falling apart in front of me and I really can't place what it is. I don't eat anymore. I hang out with my friends when I'm not working. After spending time with my boyfriend/best friend since I've moved here...after thinking I had a fun time just hanging out with everyone...I come home and cry for hours upon hours...over trivial things, if anything at all. And I don't know how to tell this to my boyfriend, who is the only one really willing to sit down and listen. He doesn't need to deal with my problems. So I can't find a way to let him know. He does know something's wrong, though. So I'm writing it here, to get it all out. I'm crying right now, and I haven't the slightest clue as to why. I just cry, and beat myself up over not being the perfect, ideal everything that I dreamt up when I was 13.

gabriels_mom [userpic]
Hello Everyone
by gabriels_mom (gabriels_mom)
at July 22nd, 2005 (02:39 pm)
anxious

current mood: anxious

Just joined this group. How is everyone doing??

Well here goes nothing
by The ugly duckling who never turns into a swan... (angel68)
at July 20th, 2005 (12:16 pm)
cranky

current mood: cranky
current song: Hair of the Dog "Nazareth"

Im here because my life consists of being 36, having kids, going to school, going to work, not trusting anyone, having no "real friends". I have searched everywhere for friends on livejournal.....everyone is either too young, too strange, too busy, Or just simply not interested. Maybe Im just being picky...I have a terrible self esteem, but I am very comical to cover that up. Im here if you wanna add me...Im here if you dont...k?

New Member
by Ashleigh (ashleigh_ranae)
at May 25th, 2005 (01:30 pm)
lonely

current mood: lonely

Well let me tell you all about me. Okay I'm here b/c I feel like nobody really likes me, and I had no friends growing up. I mean people talk to me, but it's like they do it b/c they feel sorry for me or something, and I mean I don't want that, I want people that are true, not fake to me. I mean it hurts, b/c it's like they act different around me when they are with other people. I don't know, it might just be me. Well alot has changed for me, but it will be okay I assume. I never had a best friend, the only ones I had were my parents growing up, and finally my couselor, but she got laid-off b/c of finaancial issues, so I don't have her anymore. :( Well that is about all, so hope to hear from you all soon. xoxo. ~Ashleigh

Newbie
by hannah_dru (hannah_dru)
at May 14th, 2005 (09:10 pm)
nostalgic

current mood: nostalgic
current song: Rammstein- Weisses Fleisch

Hiya guys, I just joined here, I was looking for somewhere I could talk about my problems and where I'd find support.

Feeling lonely, not accepted.Collapse )