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by potterfreak1 (potterfreak1)
at October 15th, 2009 (02:00 pm)

Hey i have a support site that is very helpful.  It has forums on thinks from depression to suicide and everything in between.  The link is http://selfhelp.yuku.com i hope that you join and let me help you. 

by fuuckmepumps (fuuckmepumps)
at October 13th, 2009 (03:35 pm)

 hi!
well, its been a long long time since my last post here. i was so happy, i really did not feel the need to come here. but now i do again. i do not know what to do anymore. 
i started hanging out with a new group of friends and i really got myself in a "lot of trouble". people just keep telling lies and gossiping about stupid and untrue stuff. its so stupid, i mean, i am not a child anymore, neither are they for gods sake! 

did anyone here ever felt like people can only dissapoint you? nothing else? i thought it wouldnt get to me anymore..  but i'm still surprised to feel the need to keep crying. ;;
i have no one to talk to, really.

if there's anyone there who can listen, please, can i tell my story? can someone help?

bluemonkey09 [userpic]
I am new here...
by bluemonkey09 (bluemonkey09)
at September 25th, 2009 (04:33 pm)
content

current mood: content

 


Hi all. You can call me Jamie. I am new here. I am in Houston Tx but i am normally from CT. I dont have many friends in Houston. I am currently involved with someone and would like to make some new friends. Gay, Straight, Bi, Lesbian, or Transgendered. I am 30 yrs old and i am known to be a stud. A cute one at that. I am into alot of different things. I love sports, art stuff, drawing, music, dancing, picture taking, traveling, hanging out, playing pool, chattin online, making new friends... MOVIES. Well those are a few things i like.. if you like what you read and want to gain a friend... come comment me!

You wont be disappointed!

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at September 24th, 2009 (12:38 am)

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by agnostic_minds (agnostic_minds)
at April 25th, 2006 (07:52 pm)

Hey Theres a New Group in town Check it out..
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question about mexico
by taylorrain (taylorrain)
at March 5th, 2006 (05:59 pm)

Someone told me that when you go to Mexico (TJ) that you have to get Mexican insurance for your car if you drive. Does anyone know if that is true?

Amanda [userpic]
by Amanda (everybutterfly)
at November 8th, 2005 (09:27 pm)
sad

current mood: lonely.confused.depressed
current song: About Last Night ( AR ) - What if I died tomorrow?

My name is Amanda

I've been looking through all of the pointless livejournal groups for hours, and I found this one.
I just need somewhere to go... People to talk to, a place to let down my walls.
I smile to everyone around me, but I struggle on the inside. I'm almost social, but I sleeping in darkness in my mind.
I'm trying to fix myself, but my source of inspiration, the one person I truely cared about, for the first time since I was five, since everything was clear and pure, changed. A lot.
He went from the guy that I grew to care about so much, that became my savior, into the one that caused every problem the he fixed.
He told me that he just couldn't get along with me.

I must have cried for at least two weeks straight. I never cry.
I was back to the point where I could function normally again, and he wrote me a note.
A note apologizing, because he couldn't face me.
I cried, again. Over the weekend he emailed me, saying how lonely he is, how miserable. How he wants me to help him become who he was.
Now, after being around his friends, he fine again.
That's the way it always is---If he's alone, he can't handle it. He really looks at himself, but when he's around his friends, he thinks he's fine. None of them complain about him, or mention his change in personalities. All his old friends, the people I hang out with, do, though. They all say what a jerk he is now.
Last night I talked with him and he told me that he would be willing to repair the relationship he had with his old girlfriend and a very good friend of mine currently, Kate, but not with me.
He stands by his original decision that we just can't get along.
How is something like that decision?

I want to cry, and be alone, and for the first time in years, I don't want to go to school because of a specific person ( not just because I don't feel like going ).
None of my friends understand, and he doesn't even want to give it a try.
He listens, but he has to force himself to.

Before I met him, John, I knew who I was. I wasn't lonely, though I should have been, and I had one or two friends and some people I knew. Now I know a ton of people, and I talk with people, and I'm attached to people, and things. I'm more emotional in general, and I'm less attached to tangible things.
I don't know who I am anymore, though.
Some days I have the confidence to say that I'm happy, others I don't even have the confidence to say my name.

gabriels_mom [userpic]
by gabriels_mom (gabriels_mom)
at October 31st, 2005 (04:31 pm)
stressed

current mood: stressed

****STRESSED****

I'm very concerned because I wasnt aware until last night that an antibiotic I was taking may interfer with my birth control pills. I've been taking the pills for over a week now. I thought my pharmacist or doctor would have told me about an interferance with any other medication/drug I was taking. But my boyfriend told me last night, maybe I should check on the internet to make sure. And low and behold, it was in the top five drugs that can interfer with BCP. I am really stressed out by this. I dont know what good its going to do to post an entry about it, except to maybe get it off my chest.  I honestly dont know what I would do if I found out I was pregnant right now. I'm definately not ready yet.

****fingers crossed****

"She just needs a little help to wash away the pain she's felt"
by Jamie (broadwayjamie)
at October 29th, 2005 (08:24 pm)
crappy

current mood: Hurting
current song: "Holy Water"- Big & Rich

name is Jamie. I'm 18 and I'm battling depression.


I had a very happy childhood up until the age of six, I had a loving family, great friends and I loved my love. We lived with my Great Grandma . Pearl (Nama) whom I loved dearly. The one downside to my life then was the absance of my mother. She wasn't never really around much . But, that didn't really matter to be too much then because Nama made up for my mother's absance .

Then, one hot summer day in 1994, my life would undergo a change that would shatter my world and everyone in it. Aug. 1st, 1994 at the age of six, I went to have an extra tooth pulled and the dentist physically abused me : Hitting me, cutting off my oxygen and confinding me to a wheelchair because of it. Twenty three days later, Nama had a stroke and died . I was devestated .

We sued the dentist and lost . I was susposed to get a settlement on my eighteenth birthday and have yet to see that money. Soon after Nama died, Mom became very verbally abusive towards Daddy and I. We learned she has a compulsive gambeler and had thrown away my college savings . Also during this time, Daddy was diagnosed with Type 1 Diabetes . Because of my mother's addiction, we have had money problems and are unable to get away from her because we don't have the money to start over .

I've battled depression on & off for eleven years now , never taking meds for it because I don't want to depend on a pill to make me happy. I just want to be happy.

Now, the doctors say Mom has MS and is dying. I don't know what to think about this because of all the years of verbal abuse and hurt she has caused us.

My life is very complicated . but I have had my happy moments. They just never seem to last long.

My dream is to go to college in California and become a broadcast journalist . I wonder if I could make it...



Thank you for listening !

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